Happy New Years!

I had an awesome night and I hope everyone else did too! :)
I went out to the lake nearby, it started raining around 12, but that didn't stop us having fun! It was raining for a few hours of more, everone got absolutely drenched and muddy!

That one person.

"I guess he's that one person who will always be in my heart. He's that person I would like to keep for the rest of my life. He's that person who I will always love, and will never have the will and strength to move on from. He's that person who I will always remember of making me feel special and of believing in me when no one else was. He's that person who will always make me giddy and make me smile brightly and widely. He's that person who will always understand me, or try to. He's that person who I will always get along with. He's that person who I can't imagine my life without. He's that person...he's that one person."

Where are you?

Spider webs

This is what i wore christmas day, i was thinking of wearing this on NYE?

And the boys

Hurt me

I like wolves.

Once again I leave my grave

Lately our fights don't end in kisses and apologies, they have changed to sleeping on different sides of the bed and having no body contact. My tears aren't soothed by you anymore, you don't do anything, you just lay there, breaking my heart. I don't know why I am unable to trust you as much as i should, we are being torn apart. I just can't bear the thought of anyone being close to you, I am greedy and needy. You said if I don't stop being so ridiculous you will leave me, but you know like no one else does that i can't, and won't live without you. My jealousy is tearing us apart, we are coming apart at the seams. Maybe we aren't meant to be together, maybe it's just not right. I will never say that out loud though. Never. Because I need you forever, I want you even through all of our fights and even though you don't comfort me when I cry. I need to change, but it is impossible for someone to change? Because I feel that i can't.