Lately our fights don't end in kisses and apologies, they have changed to sleeping on different sides of the bed and having no body contact. My tears aren't soothed by you anymore, you don't do anything, you just lay there, breaking my heart. I don't know why I am unable to trust you as much as i should, we are being torn apart. I just can't bear the thought of anyone being close to you, I am greedy and needy. You said if I don't stop being so ridiculous you will leave me, but you know like no one else does that i can't, and won't live without you. My jealousy is tearing us apart, we are coming apart at the seams. Maybe we aren't meant to be together, maybe it's just not right. I will never say that out loud though. Never. Because I need you forever, I want you even through all of our fights and even though you don't comfort me when I cry. I need to change, but it is impossible for someone to change? Because I feel that i can't.
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